..And THERE i was, at school
having my appointmet to discuss my internship.
Past Tuesday one of my teachers visited me at my internship
because well, ofcourse they have to examine some way how you're doing right there so. Well, he came. During my lessons, the lessons i gave to the kiddo's.
Well...
it didn;t went that bad in my opinion, managed to get their work done, maganed to get them listening to me and so on.
didn;t had major problems so i was happy.
after having this class for 2 hours, the next class came in.
the opposite of the class i had before.
in this class there are many troublemakers, and they WILL NOT take any trianee serious, especially if it;'s a lesson you won;t stay on your seat all the time, plus you have permit to talk to eachother during working.
Well. it took me like 10 minutes to calm them down, then after eplaining, obviously nobidy had listened because NONE of the students suddenly knew what to do. SO i had to calm them down again to explain AGAIN.
after i did they got it but.,. well it didn;t went too well.
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TODAY
i had to have a little conversation about everything he saw and such.
well..
Aswell ky own teacher told me, this is not my way.
i would be a lot happier off when i wouldn;t be a teacher atall.
the rest of my studies are going fine, it's just the traineeships which i fail in.
So it;s kind of.. weird.
he allready let me know I'll fail at thisone aswell
so I'm over the half of my 3rd grade, and i didn;t got my 2nd grade traineeship yet.
they can't kick me off there because i'm this far allready AND i got my Propedeuse
(this means i managed to get all the studypoint i need within the firat two years. when you don't, they'll be able to get you off this study, plus i getstudymoney from the gevorenment, after getting this propedeuse this money will be a gift to you, if you don;t you have to pay everything back plus more, so well yeah)
So it;s kind of complicated.
I'm devastatedAND next week is my test week.
this news couldn't be planned better!
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